Aww I love you too
So this week was pretty fantastic! Easter yesterday was really spiritual, i don't think i've ever felt closer to the Savior in my life. And yet i have such a desire to grow so much closer to Him. We actually had fast and testimony meeting yesterday. I wanted to go up and bear my testimony. But i try not to during testimony meeting. I have all day every day to share my testimony. Everyone else does as well of course, but only that hour of the month is completely dedicated to the members. So i try and respect that sacred time of theres. But yesterday was fantastic because there weren't any stories of the week, or thankimonies, or anything distracting. It was all heartfelt testimonies of the Savior. It caused me a lot of reflection.
Also i was thinking more about the sacrament this week. We all know that Jesus Christ asked if it was possible that this cup should pass from him. Yet he did it anyway knowing he would have to suffer extremely. Yet we drink the cup every Sunday in rememberance of that sacrifice. Because he drank the bitter cup, we all have the opportunity to drink the cup of eternal life. I love my Savior so much.
I'm not really too fond of all the crosses that i see everywhere in the south. But i do enjoy them during easter week. They have sashes hanging on them usually. But during easter week they change the colors to resemble what happened to the Savior on that day. It's purple resembling his majesty during the week. But on friday they hang a black sash to remind us of his death and suffering. But then you wake up Sunday. There are pure white sashes everywhere, it's an amazing sight and the contrast from the dark black is so uplifting. I love the south.
So i randomly read the book of Revelation the other day. Whenever i had a spare moment i pulled it out and read it until i finished it that night. It's kind of a crazy book which i would need to do a lot more studying to understand it. But let me just say that i loved it. Because from chapter 4 to about chapter 19 there is so much destruction and chaos it seems like. But then 20-22 come around and they are so beautiful in contrast. It speaks of the millenium and new jerusalem and the celestial kingdom. They just sound so amazing in comparison to the chaos previously spoken. The scriptures are so amazing, you can just constantly learn and grow and recieve answers. I have learned to love the scriptures on my mission, i know they are truly the word of God.
We ate out a good bit this week. We had Zaxby's and Waffle House and Mcdonalds. By the way i am extremely sad that we don't have Zaxby's or Waffle House. Zaxby's is a chicken place that has caused me to never eat at KFC again. Its' so good! And don't even get me started on waffle house. It's this great little diner chain that tastes delicious, i really love the atmosphere of it though. Oh and of course Taco Bell, couldn't go a week without some good taco bell! In fact that's where we're going right after this. I love you Grandma Smith!
As for investigators Isiah is doing good. But he hasn't been to church for a couple weeks now which is rough. The best investigator in that family right now is Marie, the mom. She loves learning and coming to church. So we're still working with them, but most of them are gone for spring break this week.
We've been teaching another girl named Lilly who is currently living in a house with another young woman because she got kicked out of her home. It's a long story. But anyways we couldn't seem to get her to want to hear our message. So what did we do? We deep fried some oreos and had a great first lesson! Although we didn't really teach the restoration we more tried to understand her beliefs. She's been in and out of a lot of homes and has never been given the freedom to choose. So now she becomes rebellious when she's told what to do. For example everyone has told her to be Christian. So she's not. In fact she doesn't even believe in a God. But we had a great discussion nonetheless and was able to understand her better. My only goal with her right now is to have her attempt to pray by herself, even if she thinks it's crazy and won't work. Because prayer is really all it takes. If we talk to God, he'll talk to us and show us the path we need to go down. It's that simple. All we need to learn is how to talk to God correctly.
There was a great family which we also met this week. Well we were searching down this dirt road for a less active member. She was sick so we couldn't talk with her. We got back in the car and started heading back towards the pavement. Then Elder Young suggested we knock the other 3 houses on the road. I was fine with that threw the car into park and was about to get out when i see a large black dog run across the road about 40 yards in front of us. So we knock on the other two doors first. No luck. Then we get to the long dirt driveway off the long dirt road, which the large black dog ran down. I told Elder young no. Well he said that he loves dogs and started walking down the long driveway. He got to where the driveway bends into the trees and turned around to still see me standing on the road. We had a heated non-verbal discussion about which way to go. Until finally he came down to me and said, "now you listen here!" (which is an inside joke, he wasn't actually angry, in fact he was trying not to laugh). Well finally i go up this driveway with him terrified of getting attacked by this dog. Then we get up to the house and this dog sees us.... His tell was wagging so hard it shook his whole body! It was the nicest black lab you ever met and just wanted to play fetch. Figures right? Anyway we met the Mckay family, or at least the parents and their 19 year old son. It was a great conversation and we'll actually be seeing them again soon. Actually the whole Romney president thing was a real big help in this contact. So yeah, moral of the story, most dogs just want to play and get pet. Unless they've lived there whole life on a five foot chain! Don't go near those pooches!
Well i wanted to end this e-mail with my testimony of the Saviour.
I know that Jesus Christ died for me. I love Jesus. He has helped me through so much and has made it possible for me to be rid of guilt, sorrow, dissapointment, discouragement, pain. He's my best friend. I love that He finds me worthy enough to represent Him in a place where His name is so well known. It's humbling to know that even though i am not the best missionary and have made many mistakes, that He still loved me enough, and thought me important enough to suffer and die for. I know with all of my heart and soul that he rose the third day. It happened. And because of it all of us will too overcome physical death. And because of Him we can all overcome spiritual death. I know this is His one true church, with all His true teachings. He is the way, the light and life of the world. He is my Savior. He is my rock and my redeemer. He is my happiness and joy. He lives. And i love Him so very much. I bear my testimony of these things in His sacred name, Jesus Christ. Amen.
I love y'all!
Elder K. Olsen